I sat down to meditate on the Grace period; I had a lot of mental struggle, for the first two days and nothing seems to happen as my mind was trying to fabricate how the meditation should be! I opened myself to the Energies and relaxed more and more to the Light and Sound and let the Energy take me where it should take me.

On my third day of my meditation as I relaxed more and more, was where I started to experience massive Energies. There was opening up and closings of space with clouds of radiance of lights in different colours! Each space contained its colour as If I passed through a prism of seven coloured lights.

Then it was like travelling without moving! At the end of the prism it appears a full golden light with black circle at center. I relaxed more, the black circle at the center of the light disappeared and I entered what seemed to be a tunnel of light. Then I could not think! Thoughts seemed to stop or appear as small fragments of my Awareness. I could not locate where I was; there was no memory, no thoughts, no physical body, no location, only emptiness.

I was all light. On the sounds it was silence for first and second days also. Then I started to experience different kind of sound vibrations, passing aeroplanes, waterfalls, a finer wind and on the background of these Sounds there were high tuned frequencies. I focused and it started pulling me beyond my body, my feelings, my thoughts, up and up, deep and deep, travelling on these frequencies.

I felt I lost everything, everything which I thought I own. I am all the Sound and am the Silence underneath the Sounds. I lost my personality and it was all empty, still, without a location. The displays of lights in different shapes made me realise that the shapes happened in space. Light and Sounds manifest in empty space as if from nowhere.

I am not the mind; the mind is just a small fraction within my Awareness. I am not the body, I am the Light, I am the still space yet I am Silence underneath the Sounds. I am not my personality, I am formless. Since then my Meditation has changed, I can see my mind; it has nothing to do with me. It is contained within my State of Being.